Today I got a sms from my fiancé, where it said that I had not got the scholarship I applied for a few months ago. Honestly, I did not expect to get it. It is sad though, it would have been fun. I have had so much to feel happy about so this minor let down is -minor- and I have a lot to look forward to, I will survive!
When I got home and read the letter it said that a musician got the scholarship, oh well, I do not do music in that way so if it was a musician they wanted then I did not have a chance anyway. It feels a little bit better.
I will not give up though, next year I will apply again, and not in the last minute this time.